Also This.

Does the day ever come when you stop doubting your abilities and you just do? Just because I don't have 15 or 20 years' experience doing something doesn't mean that I can't, but I find myself in doubt that others are going to see me as capable.

It's hard. And I feel like becoming a librarian makes all of that easier because I can say, "Oh I have an MLIS" - like those are magic words. At least I'll have a couple years' worth of schooling to back it up.

Today, though, I feel like the nice girl who answers the phone and who shouldn't be editing a multimedia script. I know I can do it - I've written them, for God's sake - but I still feel inadequate and like I'm stepping on the writer's toes.

Sigh.