*sigh*

As I sit here at my desk fending off my weekly panic attack and wishing I could just sink through the floor into a dreamless sleep, I'm also bummed that a special project just came up that I don't have the time or the money to do.

Research! Simulated environments! Libraries! It's like porn to me. What's more? It's with one of my favorite instructors.

But? I'm overwhelmed with school, work and life in general. And even if I weren't, I can't afford to take another class right now.

So bummed. So stressed. So tired.

I picked the wrong time to quit drinking. Or the most right time ever.